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Tarmac Meditations-Track Work on Election Day

November 2, 2010 By longrun Leave a Comment

high school scoreboard and flag

Met M and R at coffee shop. The rain was light but steady, as much mist as rain, gentle, warmer than expected. Walk to the track. Straights and curves today. For me my fourth day with steady output. Came back later to take a picture of the flag on election day. Did not bring a tripod which limited my range of choice. Got what there was. Will likely go back another morning. On the way back to the car I remembered coming home to the US nearly ten years ago. I went to get my license renewed at Motor Vehicle Branch in Denton Texas. A big haired, bored, Texas gal took me through the paper work. Finally she looked up, said we were done but for one question. What party affiliation did I want to list on my voter registration card. I told her Democrat. After another minute or two she handed me my license and my voter registration card. I could drive legally in the US, approved by the State of Texas my license said and I could vote legally in the 26th congressional district in the Great Lonestar State. It was just another  Texas-hot day in June, but there in front of me was a battered, slightly crumpled guy, standing in front of the MVB window staring at two slips of paper with an amazed look on his face. I saw him looking back at me and it was only then that I noticed the tears rolling slowly down his cheeks,. The gal who had driven me over from the rehab joint I was in at the time came up to me and asked if everything was all right. :”Yeah,” I said, “I guess.” and I handed her the papers. She looked at them for what seemed a long time. “Welcome home Michael, glad you made it. ” she said and then turned away and headed back to the car. I’m pretty sure she wasn’t referring to Texas exactly, more like home from 30 plus years living abroad and more than that locked into drugs and alcohol. Yeah I said to myself, long time comin’ and wiped the tears away. Funny thing how the biggest moments, the end of the longest journey, can be marked by a little scrap of bureaucratic nonsense. Already voted by mail as we do here in Oregon, but before I did I took my now out of date Texas voter’s card out of its resting place in my desk drawer and renewed acquaintances with it; I remembered a big haired ol’ gal in a Texas motor vehicle bureau and said thanks y’all, my time to go and be counted.

Filed Under: Non Fiction, Tarmac Meditations Tagged With: Denton, morning, Photography, running, Texas, Track, vote

Tarmac Meditations-Running After Daylight

November 1, 2010 By longrun Leave a Comment

running  - after daylightAnother long night. Did not want to run this this morning. Did the usual time waste-email, facebook, coffee, revenge fantasies and global domination. Checked out Jon Stewart in Washington. Went to a meeting. Shared a little about not seeing what is in front of you, about how hard it is to decide that the devil you know has had its time and like that-addiction writ large. Came home and laced up. Needed the miles. Saw the trees, the changing colors, the Japanese maples, the patch of blue in the rolling clouds, the ridgeline in the fog; heard the kids pour out onto the track for recess(?) laughing and racin’ around. Ran slow though I have to say that i kicked some old dude’s butt( truth? he was 111 and using a walker but a win is where you find it I was thinking until I looked back and saw his face…he was pissed and I thought I knew why…the years were on him and some jack ass was passing him by…he could have kicked ass not that long ago or maybe it was longer ago but no matter…maybe he was just in pain with the age of it…so I smiled a reassuring smile…and by his reaction I realized I had forgotten my front “flipper” temporary front teeth…no win here so I went on). Finished up with some good strides and another uphill climb. After daylight-something to be said for it.

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Tarmac Meditations-Sight Lines

October 31, 2010 By longrun Leave a Comment

Sight Lines

Ran again today. A little longer. Stronger at the start and finish. made the turn at 13th and headed up past the Coliseum with its gun show and ski swap…(a biathlon kind of Sunday I guess). I had a small digestive issue, familiar to all long distance runners, which required a quick stop in the trees. I started up slowly, just to be sure of things. I notice that the clouds had separated  and that Orion was bright in the night sky. My friend M often points Orion out when we run the track and it is usually followed by  a wide arcing movement to the Dipper.  As did I  this morning. The last quarter moon was shadowed  with a misty ring of subtle color. I crossed the bridge behind the power station, heavy towers ghost like riders in the mist. There was heavy ground fog rising from the open fields behind the Fairgrounds, haloed lamp post lights in the distance, a  bright moon over head and dark grey clouds above the ridgeline to the south. The mist rising and clouds lowering left  a sightline to the top of the hills, bathed in moonlight, rising sentinel over the valley. I nodded to no one in particular and turned for home. Finished with a little old time miler’s stride and did the requisite push ups and crunches. Time to take some pictures, put unsettled feelings away and get on with my Sunday.

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Tarmac Meditations-Another Day, Another Mile

October 30, 2010 By longrun Leave a Comment

20101028-30.ml.fog014-2.jpg I went out this morning before daylight. My friend Joe said “run a mile, see how it goes.” So I did. Didn’t go all that well. Then I ran another mile on account of if you’re going to run a test mile it’s better not to do it all in one direction away from home. Important to calculate that getting back will be another mile. Also probably not a good idea to run downhill for the first mile on account of…well you see where this is going. The Kenyan runners start out very slowly to see how they are feeling…if it is not good they stop. Generally though they finish up at five minute pace. It occurs to me, after years of study, that I am not a Kenyan runner and even my inner Kenyan doesn’t really understand five minute pace. All told, a couple plus this morning, lifting later today( sounds impressive right? not so much-about ten minutes worth) Starting to dream Comrades dreams or maybe the local mountain series…trail mostly, up and down and quiet in the big trees.

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New Plan

October 29, 2010 By longrun Leave a Comment

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Created a new plan-found(?) another event to point to. Thinking to go ultra on account of marathons scare the hell out of me with their focus, oops, my focus, on performance and time. I suppose a trail marathon would work against that. In celebration of having a plan I stayed in bed this morning, didn’t run BUT I did get up, stretch out and lift. Planning wood chopping tomorrow-axe, maul, wedge, sweat, grunting, manly stuff..cross training to you runner geeks. Now back to the writing, muted cursing and some serious whining.


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